She never wanted to have 'that' kind of love. by 'that', I mean the kind where you must be together every moment of every day. She never liked the idea of forfeiting her loneliness. She felt the yearning to be held, loved, of course. But with that yearning also came the terrifying hunger for separation no matter who she loved or how much she loved them, she did not want to go days without feeling somewhat, alone. and I must say. I became quite obsessed with that - she could not have been more beautiful - Christopher Poindexter

She never wanted to have 'that' kind of love. by 'that',
 I mean the kind where you must be together every moment of every day.
She never liked the idea of forfeiting her loneliness.
She felt the yearning to be held, loved, of course.
But with that yearning also came the terrifying hunger for separation
no matter who she loved or how much she loved them,
 she did not want to go days without feeling somewhat, alone. and I must say.
 I became quite obsessed with that -
 she could not have been more beautiful -
Christopher Poindexter